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2monthssss

Havent blogged in 2months updates on my life are as followed
-A yr older
-Started Sen10r yr
-Made friends
-You know with making friends come losing friends
-Love Lost
-Cru$hinggg<3
-New person
-More mature
-Drama FREEE!
-Applying to colleges =]
Lots changed lifes changed i just embrace it and keep it movinng foward ya heardd!



-YanMillie

long awhileeeeeee

well i havent been on hereeee in a whileee..lets see summer has gone byyy so fassttt. this summer has beenn greatt ive lovedd everyy moment! its had its ups a downs but its all good. school yr almostt here. and bday tooo so im excited. ppl these days tho are madd for nothinggg. idk if there mad if im confident or because i learned nott to carrrreeee? either way im not changing me for anyone! love life this summerrr its been all over. got hurt but kno thats all in the game of loveeee.. you learn to move on with it. Friends? met some prettyyy cool ppl i would like to stay cool withhh. i have learned my lessons on friends boys and lifeee. Im ready to take the next step in maturity and learn moreee about this game we call lifeeee. My love life currently underconstructionnnn got mycrush on em but hmm. got to put em in the bagggg hahaha...

-Yaniiii

Realizationnnn!

Hellooo Blogging worlddd
My day is pretttyyy goood. Enjoying summer to the fullest...School starts soon kinda excited because its close to the bdayyy! Turning 17 in bout a month then getting the Ls haha. Prettyy excitinggg... Living life with NO DRAMA! Growing up and gettting over things. I guess its not as serious as it seemmmss lol. Plans for the weekend so far consit of
-Party
-Going out
-Hershey parkkk
Planninggg Kourtney and I partyyy
Going to be funn...
Trust and Believe youll wanna be there.
More infoo laterrrr...Well boredom calls G2G
Let me say this againnn... Lifes to short for bickering and Drama. So what imma do is move on....

-Yan F.Millie!

Really tho!{For Nosey and wrong ones wasnt dedicatted ya heardd!}

Blocked phone calls! Lets speak on this subject first off thats mega immature to block a call and pop off at the mouth its quite uncessary. Yall some Lip Leakers. Ya heardd. You chicks got the nerve to call my phone on private saying stuff bout my sister and my bestiee. Like yall crossed the line completely. I feel as though that if you can tlk over the phone. We can do the tlking in person. When i saying tlking i actually mean fighting. I dont like yall. You can take me for a jokee if you like and you will regret it i aint the one to mess with. You may think i am but believe me i aint. Best to believe you can get ya lip split in a miniutee Best to believe i give you something to taste blood in ya mouth and my GLORY. So for you 3 that decides to prank call. My crew and me. Yall dont like us say it. Kno dat! Oh For the ones who read the blog..This is not to anyone specfifc. Ya heardd..Aint for the dramma,...
-Yan Fckin Millie!
P.S. Me and the bestie partyy is Next Saturdayya on the 15thhhh! Cant wait. NAnd this week on the 31st its the cuzzo partyyy at victoria pointe club houseeee....

Weekendddd!

Well Ive been working all week! Im sooo tireeeddd! But i needa blog lets seee....
13th is the last time i blogged
so the 14th-I workeeeddd and chilled
15th-Workedd and chilled at stevis and had lots of funnn && took pics&& its was thads bdayyy
16th-Workeddd and went to memoms partyy wackk but funnnn sleptt over her cribb and was hella funny and it was my cousin mimis bdayyy
17th=Todayyy! Workkkkk and lots of fun today is drews bdayy.. Bestiee is coming overrr happpyyyy! we goinggg to have funnn! Well today is still in motionnnnn so blog ya laterrrr

Emontinal & Deep.{Readdd}

My day was okayyyy i guesss! I had to work 9-3! im so tiredd! Anywayyyy! NIGGAS these dayssss! Woah they are really reckless.. Idk why they swear that i like them i give you a complimant and you think i like you uhhh;NO! I like somebody that doesnt live here...so yay for me lol. Well my day was just a normal day nothing special. Its been 7months with out my grandma. And Uncle Moe i will miss you! He just passed away July 1 2009. I found out late and wrong! But i will miss you and it wont be the same with out youuu! Im starting to form my little circle of friends and sticking with em! This summer im all about fun! NO BOYFRIENDS OR JOINTS! Its about being completly single! Well.... Yeah got work tomorrow. .
This is for you its dedicated!
I miss you.
I miss the way you walk
I miss the way you talk
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses
I miss hearing your voice
I miss hearing your laughter
I miss everything about you.
I can imagine how you look exactly when you smile
I can see your wrinkles and exactly where they are
I can still smell your scent even tho your long gone
I can still remember your wise words
I can still remember all you taught me
I miss you and remember you will always be in my heart
I miss the Monday through Sunday Meals especially Greens nobody made em like you!
Im aching and hurting when i need your help when i long your hugs
I hear other people talk about their grandmas but they dont apperciate them
I wish I could explain to them cherish EVERY SINGLE MOMENT! You never know when she is going to be gone.. I close my eyes and imagine you,your voice,smell,everything! I just wish you were here to see me graduate and see me go on in life! But believe me this is for you,i made it cuz of you. You were my role model and i apperciate all youve done for me. I guess Allah{God}was ready to call you back. Its my time to use your advice and wise thoughts and take with me on my LONG journey!There is that time i want you back but i know you suffered enough here and its your time to rest. I miss you and love you dearly grandma!
That woman i spoke about was strong loving and caring! She fought cancer till it killed her! And i love her for that she didnt stopp till it beat her. she fought hard and long and im proud of her she fought long enough to see me untill my Jun10r yr! Im satisfied with that! Let me also say im a STRONG supporter for finding a cure for not only liver cancer but ALL CANCERS! I cant say this enough apperciate the time with your loved ones espically grandparents! And for me grandmothers! Love them hug them spend time with em. Tomorrow they can be gone. That was my deep side for the dayyy Im outtt!

- Yanique{What grandma called me!}