Long timee

Its been a few days since the last time i posted kinda forgot bout this well lets see,im still single,im on my baggin ishh!
Im catching up with old friends from 4th grade,im crushin kinda hard i absoutly love life right now nothing can bring me down. Went to a party monday wildin crazy lol only cuz i was with the bestest! slept over laniquas, Seeen transformers and hangover last night good timeesss. Well thats bout it oh i start working tuesdayyy!

-YanMillie

Today went to my brother demonds graduation,yes the lil bro is offically a freshmann! I got to see em today and im happpy!
I think i finallly found em hun! im deff diggin em all crazy!
Im done headache is killing meeee!

-YanMillie

Last Day

Last day of school was fun;good times this past school year.I gained knowledge and lost friends;and gained some! This school year was the most DRAMA,tearful,joyful school year. I have learned my lessons with BOYS. im talking to men for now onn,and finds out bout ppl tlking bout me but its all good they can contnuie to tlkk cuz its just words. If anything im glad im done till August;Im all done untill nxt timee! which might be tonight lol

-YanMillie

Just got in mi casa,had some fun outside,tomorrow is the last day im so happy; Senior yr is here {basically} I had fun with mark and quan;chilled with my husband joey lol,we had fun outside tripping! haha then his mom came out and asked who i was haha he said i was his wife;it was kinda funny;then he got in trouble so we had to leave.
then i went back to quans, tlked to the fam,and camehome at steak and mac&cheese it was yummmy=] Tomorrow is going to be AMAZZING!

-Yanmillie
ps. sakeenah wont stop singing ughhh!

This weekend hmm?

Well i acually went to a party and danced for once in my life lol. I had alot of fun i got to spend time with my bestie kourtney we was deff acting crazy this weekend,this weekend was the BEST! We had lots and lots of fun. I left earlyy today tomo. is the last dayy! Yes! Im happy. My life right now is perfect! Its just how i want it,ppl have changed & ppl have said ive changed but i love to think of it as simply just GROWING UP! thats all,Im learning i cant be nice to all,and try to show that i care it just doesnt work that way. Backk to the weekend,i chilled with a few friends,danced a little,laughed a little and not once did i get mad or upset. Deff got a crush on somebody=] ahh! lol im smiling thinking bout him. Recovering from the last one hasnt been easy but i did it and im proud to say I MOVED ON FROM THE CHILDISH GAMES! i honestly dont have the time to be called a devil and ya da ya! Im learning that we all cant be mature teens. Well bout to watch tv with my love hamid=] He didnt go to school cuz he is a bad boy!
-YanMillie

Wounded for life=[ dedicated!

Today has been 6months since you left me to be dependent and on my own how could it be that i survied so long without your touch,you kisses and your smell. I wonder to myself sometimes,would you apporove of what im doing,when i need advice theres none to be given atleast not what i want to hear,when all hope is lost there is nobody to give it back,nobody can heal the wound left in my heart and its never going to heal. Its been 25 weeks with out hearing your voice. Its been 181 days with out your touch. 4344 hours with out hearing you say "I love you."Its 260,640 minutes since ive been hurting and aching and crying. Its been 15,638,400 seconds with out seeing you.What im trying to say its been to damn long with out i miss and i need you ;but the sad thing is i know your gone forever. I love you so much!
Maxine Garcia{8-3-35-11-12-08}
-Grandaugter

Finals

For one I cant stop thinking bout this boy like why is this,its such a complicated thing,why do it have to be this complex! I dont know what to do with him,im a mess lol.Well didnt get to see em today so today isnt so great as usal,seeing his smile makes my day=] anyy who im in 12th period for my final which im taking a 50 on and wil have a 92,so idc! Going to be sitting in this class for 2 hrs,bored out of my mind. Im reallyy diggin the kidd,like idk,he is just AMAZZING! Who wouldve ever thought us two would even begin to tlk more than friends,believe me i never thought so,but you know take it sloww with this one,dont want any repeats like the last one,Well im bout to be gone,Blog it later

-YanMillie

"Then you rose into my life like a promised sunshine Brighting my day..."
*Maya Angelou*
Well for one,Im blogging i actually have something to talk bout lol,Well first let me say bethany is a meanie! lol jk(Insider)
Well my day so far is pretty dandy=]
I had some food and seen my FUTURE baby=]
so i guess i was double happy!
I was being an advice giver to my friend
I lost a friend today but its all good cuz it wasnt worth the drama. Summer is nearing finals start tomorrow got English and Computer graphics 1st so thatll be easy. Got an intereview Saturday so excited! Loving life to the fullest couldnt ask for anything else. I guess you can say im happy=] Drama free is the best feeling in the world,and i HEART kassandra!
My quote is deff dedicated!

Well didnt blog yesterday was busy finals are coming up,so im in the books! Dont know what to blog bout,just writing whatever boredom is going to be a killer one day!

I guess i have nothing to say,just felt like blogging,adios!

-YanMillie

Best Day Ever<3

Well,im trying to mrs.fixit and fix my blackberry not going as planned on hold listening to classical music. Lol. {Gave-up!}

Well wondering why this was the bestday ever! I seen my godbrother for the 1st time in about a year he is only 11 but we had the time of our lives we played hide-seek with my sister,She found me of course lol. We danced and just made the moments memoriable! We also played sims,we killed the ppl like 8 times lol. BTW his house is huge! I love it! ha! Well,we took pics..and i got to see my godsis for the first time ahh she is goregous! Pics will be up of us! We did magic tricks {he is a awesome magician! lol} It was just a perfect day for me,we just had mega fun and i couldnt have wanted it anyother way! Summer is almost here and i wll be there! So more to be devolped! I love you godbrother and sister<3

-YanMillie

No Title

Okay so i decided to blog today;idk what about,Im having a mental block as beth would say..Summer 09* almost here what to do,who knows. Look for love AGAIN. I think thats what i will tlk bout in the blog. Love,the defintion is ones own.What love means for me,hmm idk what to say ive been shown love and felt but cant describe it;i have been loved by the greatest person Akmed<3>I have no regrets in life cuz it only makes me stronger,smarter,richer,and wiser{same thing as smart i guess haha.} Back to love,im sure everybody has felt the joy,aches and pains. It is a walk in the park either..i guess you can say love is a rollercoaster that never stops. Love has there problems but you never quit or give up;like i did, You have to work through around it and over it. before its to late...Now im back at it;looking for a new love hopefully for the senior yr. Who knows only time will tell. True love comes once in a life time dont lose it!

-YanMille

Life?

Okay so lots going on in life or at least the past events have caught up with me. Im feeling the effect of the death of my Grandmother Maxine Garcia {August 3rd 1935-November 12,2008}Let me tell you why her death is now effecting me,yes i cried for a week or two knowin that what took her couldve been stopped{Cancer}.This lady was my life and i loved her with all my heart. She was the greatest person i have ever known and will prob ever know! Am i over her death even if its about to be 6months she has passed on June 12? No im not i cry when i think of the times we shared;the little things i do i remind my self of her;She was my bestfriend;i tlked to her bout everything she helped me through any and everything. I always promised her i would get far in this life and believe me im doing that! I need to stop the tears are coming! Moving on,I have the greatest friends ever Kourtney,bestie for 12yrs and will always be my bestie! My most recent bestie Mike, the one of the only guys i trust actually one of my bout 10 friends lol. This guy has been here for me when i needed him the most and gave me the greatest advice,he even got me to make this blog haha!Just had to mention my two bestfriends...oh cant forget bout bethany not as close as we were but best to belive thats still my diary and im here for her and she was here for me through my grandmother "problems" and helped me keep calm and content i cant say or show my appercition and how much it meant to me! any way back on to my life im a complex person to understand if you dont know dont judge me.If you dont like me,i could care less.Im ready to drop the drama and move on;I guess you can say im easily misjudged and misunderstood. Well im done blogging.Untill next time=]

-YanMillie

Offical Blogger?

Okay,for one I wouldnt have made this blog if Mike aka Bestie wouldnt have told me bout it.Lol. Well,today took the SATs..i guess it was okayy not as hard as they say. But it deff was the longest test i have ever taken and hope it will be the last; Junior Year almost finished..Senior year is right there...My school week quite interesting;filled with drama,One of the best ppl i know got locked up;and i will miss em..let me make a public announce meet despite the rumors and he said she said stuff,im going to answer all the questions that have been floating bout..No i dont go with akmed,Yes im single and have been for a minute.Do i talk to someone No,and if i did it wouldnt concern you,Do i like someone yes indeed i do...Anymore questions? Maybe this here will cut the rumors down to a minimum. Well,I have a life to atttend to,Blog later i guess.

-YanMillie