Emontinal & Deep.{Readdd}

My day was okayyyy i guesss! I had to work 9-3! im so tiredd! Anywayyyy! NIGGAS these dayssss! Woah they are really reckless.. Idk why they swear that i like them i give you a complimant and you think i like you uhhh;NO! I like somebody that doesnt live here...so yay for me lol. Well my day was just a normal day nothing special. Its been 7months with out my grandma. And Uncle Moe i will miss you! He just passed away July 1 2009. I found out late and wrong! But i will miss you and it wont be the same with out youuu! Im starting to form my little circle of friends and sticking with em! This summer im all about fun! NO BOYFRIENDS OR JOINTS! Its about being completly single! Well.... Yeah got work tomorrow. .
This is for you its dedicated!
I miss you.
I miss the way you walk
I miss the way you talk
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses
I miss hearing your voice
I miss hearing your laughter
I miss everything about you.
I can imagine how you look exactly when you smile
I can see your wrinkles and exactly where they are
I can still smell your scent even tho your long gone
I can still remember your wise words
I can still remember all you taught me
I miss you and remember you will always be in my heart
I miss the Monday through Sunday Meals especially Greens nobody made em like you!
Im aching and hurting when i need your help when i long your hugs
I hear other people talk about their grandmas but they dont apperciate them
I wish I could explain to them cherish EVERY SINGLE MOMENT! You never know when she is going to be gone.. I close my eyes and imagine you,your voice,smell,everything! I just wish you were here to see me graduate and see me go on in life! But believe me this is for you,i made it cuz of you. You were my role model and i apperciate all youve done for me. I guess Allah{God}was ready to call you back. Its my time to use your advice and wise thoughts and take with me on my LONG journey!There is that time i want you back but i know you suffered enough here and its your time to rest. I miss you and love you dearly grandma!
That woman i spoke about was strong loving and caring! She fought cancer till it killed her! And i love her for that she didnt stopp till it beat her. she fought hard and long and im proud of her she fought long enough to see me untill my Jun10r yr! Im satisfied with that! Let me also say im a STRONG supporter for finding a cure for not only liver cancer but ALL CANCERS! I cant say this enough apperciate the time with your loved ones espically grandparents! And for me grandmothers! Love them hug them spend time with em. Tomorrow they can be gone. That was my deep side for the dayyy Im outtt!

- Yanique{What grandma called me!}