Life?

Okay so lots going on in life or at least the past events have caught up with me. Im feeling the effect of the death of my Grandmother Maxine Garcia {August 3rd 1935-November 12,2008}Let me tell you why her death is now effecting me,yes i cried for a week or two knowin that what took her couldve been stopped{Cancer}.This lady was my life and i loved her with all my heart. She was the greatest person i have ever known and will prob ever know! Am i over her death even if its about to be 6months she has passed on June 12? No im not i cry when i think of the times we shared;the little things i do i remind my self of her;She was my bestfriend;i tlked to her bout everything she helped me through any and everything. I always promised her i would get far in this life and believe me im doing that! I need to stop the tears are coming! Moving on,I have the greatest friends ever Kourtney,bestie for 12yrs and will always be my bestie! My most recent bestie Mike, the one of the only guys i trust actually one of my bout 10 friends lol. This guy has been here for me when i needed him the most and gave me the greatest advice,he even got me to make this blog haha!Just had to mention my two bestfriends...oh cant forget bout bethany not as close as we were but best to belive thats still my diary and im here for her and she was here for me through my grandmother "problems" and helped me keep calm and content i cant say or show my appercition and how much it meant to me! any way back on to my life im a complex person to understand if you dont know dont judge me.If you dont like me,i could care less.Im ready to drop the drama and move on;I guess you can say im easily misjudged and misunderstood. Well im done blogging.Untill next time=]

-YanMillie